20041209

i knw il fail my n level. eu ppl dont haf t remind me abt when tha results be out. why nt let me enjoy my life for tha remaining eight days. eu ppl keep saying haf positive thinking, haf faith in urself, trust god and stuf lidat. yes, but im tha one taking tha papers. i knw it myself. i knw i dint do wel.

i knw there re A LOT of smart ppl in my klas and that doesnt mean anything. stop comparing me with em lah. they haf brain but i dont. okay, i got lah, jus that i dont use em.

three subj below ten pnts, very easy wht. i dont find it easy at al cus i left 3/4 of my geog paper blank and i knw nuts abt chemistry. in short, ife alr flunk both my combine science and humans. only left with english, cheena, maths and accounts. dont talk about cheena. i dnoe most of it. only left with english, maths and accounts. i think il get a 4 for accounts and english and a 3 for maths. dont haf any confident in accounts. dnoe why lah.

4+4+3= 11. fail alr lah.



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